FATE

If i had not met him

I would not yearn for him

If i did not know him

I would not think of him so much

If we had not been together

I would not have to disappear

If i did not treasure him so much

I would not have so many memories

If i did not love him

We would not need to throw each other away

If we had not been face to face

We would never have been together

Perhaps
If i had not met you at all

P/S : SO CLOSE WE ARE